Of Soulmates And Twin Flames

The beliefs around this subject are the purpose of my meanderings this morning, a day with the energy of 7, a good day to express my inner truth, a day of creation and ending of cycles, and this question has been reawakened in me as I watched one of my old times favorites, a movie about twins who trade places to know their divorced parents in the hope of reuniting them, a charming little Disney movie which has held an inordinate amount of interest for me as I simply NEVER tire of watching it and the tears flow when they finally recognize each other as twins. For many years now, I have been puzzled by the fact that I have felt this movie had a very special message for me, never quite fully understanding it till this morning.

I was married for twenty five years to a beautiful man, my life partner and he passed away sixteen years ago, leaving me to uncover a truth about our love grander than I could ever have imagined when I met him at the age of twenty one and I simply knew he was the one. After the life changing event of his passing, in the process of remembering my Godhood, I reawakened the memory that he and I were/are but Two of One. In the history of this planet, sometimes we have come in body as two, sometimes as One, Lemuria was one of those times.

I came to remember that I Am the one who brought him into Being to be the mate of my Soul, to be my partner in life, so in this sense He is my son as well. Yet our partnership, our relationship felt grander, larger than that of a Soulmate's, our partnership was/is a service of Love to the One Love. In him I recognized my own Divine Masculine and in me He saw his Divine Feminine. In the reflection of the Love between Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine, we were/are One. And so the question arises for me, is everyone able to carry the Twin Flame frequency or is it a choice? And I am not one to place limitations on energies of the quantum realms, yet there is a feeling behind this choice that demands a certain level of .... is remembrance the word I am looking for? There is a feeling of a Service which is grander, more all encompassing than that of the coming together of Soulmates, and perhaps it is because Soulmates come together for the purpose of clearing issues of the "past" whereas a Twin flame does not, it is a divinely connected vibration that brings great clarity, free of any encumbrances, yet by choice takes on memories of "past" experiences for the purpose of lowering One's frequencies so one is able to anchor in this dimension.

And how does this affect my two daughters, one who brought the energy of completions and the other of new beginnings? Just as I became aware of the fact that I was created from the Love of two as One as "I" came through the bodies of both my parents at the time of conception, so it must be that both my daughters carry the balance of the Twin Flame frequency.

Yes, in the terms accepted by the spiritual community, He would be called my Twin Flame, yet this term is inappropriate for it is not that he is my Twin Flame, it is that He is the masculine aspect and I am the feminine aspect of the Twin Flame vibration.and this again has been brought to my attention as I wondered about my fascination with the movie and I realized that just like those identical twins, One aspect is able to know the Father vibration, the physical, and the other aspect, the Mother vibration, the void. As I stand as the Mother in the physical, I am an epitome of the return of Divine Mother to Earth and He stands as the Father yet the Son in the Ethers, each whole in the other. Indeed we have traded places, for previously it was Him, my masculine aspect that walked this earth, and it is I, the Feminine aspect that remained in the Ethers. And now I dare to venture that this explains the story of the virgin birth, is it possible that the One called Jesus came as the Masculine aspect of the Twin Flame and His Mother represented the Feminine aspect? And each was whole in the other and yet she was also outside of him, as Mary of Magdalene, both within and without, as one cannot be without the other.

Through the remembrance that He and I cannot be separate, I stand among the Ones exemplifying the Truth of an Eternal Union.

In my quest to understand a fascination, so I received an answer, and as always it is of the wondrous kind. and now I fully understand the meaning of a portrait (on top of the page) I painted many years ago that represented my own SoulSelf, a gigantic Being whose vibration reached from the Earth all the way into the Heavens, the feet on the Earth within a downward silver triangle and the head and outstretched arms within an upright gold triangle in the Heavens.

The time has come for us to reach outside of the set boundaries, the frequencies of the New Earth are upon us. It is time to let go of many previously held beliefs and come from the deep inner Knowing that it is only in consciousness that the separation has been experienced as a game of pretense. At no time, in no other way has there ever been a separation from what is impossible to part in the first place. How can one separate the head from the feet? Is the head not always in communication with the feet, and are the feet ever unaware of where the head wishes to go?

As I fully remember through my Humanness that it is only in this illusion we call reality that He and I appear as separate entities, in Truth we are but One, I am a Twin Flame, that is the frequency of my vibration and it is a God frequency and I want to laugh out loud as I marvel at the message brought by my new kitten, I named him Misha, short for Michael in Russian, or One who is most like God, and he is a Flame point Himalayan!

And now another truth is unveiled. I have known for a while that I live in two worlds, I Am experiencing life on  Earth as I am experiencing Life in the non physical realms, I  Am in two places at once, no wonder I live with great awareness and in this I recognize another gift behind my beloved husband's passing, and I am reminded of the words of "Ode To Love": "I Am but a reflection of you my Love, as beautiful as I Am to you, so you are to me....and when you Know this in your Heart, we shall  be together again, for I Am but a reflection of you"

And so this has brought me to the next step, as I end this post on an 8 day, a day of infinite possibilities and abundance, I access a much deeper understanding of the message of my portrait. I now know in the heart of my Heart that I Am but one Being, my Human self as the feet on the Earth, and my Divine Consciousness as the head in the Heavens. As I ground the Heavens on Earth and bring Earth's consciousness to the Heavens, so the door is opened wide to allow for the remembrance, the Knowing that none of us experiencing life such as we know it through our physicality are separate from one another, and in this place of no space or time, where linear time melts into eternity, the Finite meets the Infinite, individuality dissolves and I Am able to see and Know there IS ONLY ONE LIFE.
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The Canvas Of My LIfe Awaits My Imagination, My Creation

And on this 11 day, a day of illumination, I realize it has been a while since feeling the urge to write in this space, but a quote by Maya Angelou in which she urges viewing life as art, has opened the door to my creative spirit and the image painted from her words is of the canvas of my life and my body responded in its trusted way in recognition of this Truth.

 It is interesting to note that as I see it today, it is an extremely large blank canvas. Not that my life has been anything but blank, and I laugh, for it has been quite an adventure so far, worthy of the best fairy tales out there, but this canvas I am seeing IS blank and very large, the beginning of a new journey, oh the power hidden behind a blank space, all possibilities are there. Which ones shall I bring forth from the void where my spirit dwells?  My heart sings and rejoices at the beauty I am going to be able to bring into creation, the new adventures of a fulfilled heart and mind as I paint the many hues of my new journey from this day forth.

And so I weave my magic as I mix the colors and apply them in broad bold strokes insterspaced with tendrils as delicate as the threads of a spider's web and I stand in their midst, revelling in the glory revealed to my eyes.

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The Hidden Magic Behind This 4th Of July: A Marker

The early sunrays and the symphony of colors of my flower garden beckoned me to sit outside this morning, their music calling to my inner music opened the highways of my imaginings and inspired me to write.

The latest SoulSelf portrait is awaiting my willingness to sit down and allow its information to flow through me yet for some hidden reason, this is taking precedence, and as the question arises so the answer is given.

 Today is 7/4/2011, a 6 day of family, service, home and relationship. The 4th of July, Independance Day for this beautiful country that has been my home now for 40 years, and the color bursts of my flowers remind me of the fireworks display that shall grace the night skies later on across the country and unite all americans through their magic. So today many shall sit together with family and celebrate the birth of this nation and in this simple gesture much is at stake for it is a coming together in the energy of Love, a gigantic beacon of Light, shining brightly for the many who are in trapped in the illusion of crisis, the seeming darkness of these transitional times.

I am often amazed at what remains hidden from our eyes till one looks beneath the surface, and today is no exception as I sense a profoundly powerful meaning that has not revealed itself fully to me and again the wondering opens the door to the answer and the siginficance of today is being quietly revealed as behind this celebration is the energy of a marking point, and its momentum has activated the movement of the whole.

For those of us who have chosen to remember now, we no longer are on the cusp, we have gone past the deciding line, we have stepped beyond the demarcation line that pulled us back into the illusion of scarcity and this has created the opening into a prosperous flow for all others of like mind.

And I feel an emotion as a birth within myself is also being acknowledged, a celebration of my independance, of what I have accomplished to get to this point in my journey, what I let go in order to open to the infinite flow of abundance and prosperity, of the many pieces of my puzzle that I reconnected with only to realize it was always complete and a celebratory rejoicing rises from the depths of my being as I welcome my renewed state of unlimited abundance and prosperity, my forever Birthright.

Walking In Two Worlds, Beyond Time And Space

How do I even attempt to relay what I experienced two days ago, Saturday June 25th, an 8 day, a day where Infinity expresses itself, where Heaven and Earth meet and the timeless magical occurs in the midst of everyday normalcy.

The previous day, my intuition led me to the showing of a documentary on several Eco villages in Europe called "A New We." As soon as the movie began, a powerful emotion gripped me, tears ran down my cheeks as life at the first village called Damanhur was shown on the screen and we were taken inside a mountain where the breathtakingly beautiful Temples of Humankind dedicated to the reawakening of humankind's divinity had been carved by hand more than 30 years ago. The remainder of the movie did not hold my interest after this and I knew that I had come just for this bit of information and that it was primordial that I check out their website the next morning, Little did I know what was awaiting me.

So that morning I sat at my computer and clicked on the website and suddenly I travelled to Damanhur and saw and felt myself in two places at once, both here and there, sitting in the grass at Damanhur, near the entrance of the Temples of Humankind, tears were streaming down my face as I rocked back and forth and I repeated over and over again: "I HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE, I KNOW THIS PLACE!" The feeling was, still is, indescribable, for it was without time, no, I was not there in the "past", neither is it in the "future," I was, and still am unable to place a time frame around this experience that was literally out of this world.

So still in two places at once, I clicked on the video tour of the various "halls" inside the mountain, and I was there experiencing the sweetness and power of the energy as I walked around the great Halls, looking at exquisite art work where every line, form and color is of significance in the overall Divine message and much of it was so eerily reminiscent of my own artwork that I am left still in awe at what this all means. What was the purpose of my becoming aware of this place and my connection to it? Did I paint some of the frescoes through the hand of others? Is this my multidimensionality that is again being reflected back to me? I have questions and answers have not come to me yet. Did I travel through time and space, did I astral travel? And I want to say that I traveled through time and space to a place of no time where there exists a place that I cannot be separate from, a place that is Home to me as it already is within myself as it is outside of myself. Still my query feels unsatisfied and full comprehension eludes me, truly a strange feeling for me, perhaps because it is beyond time and space and incomprehensible to my consciousness but fully understood only by the timelessness of my Heart knowing.

Oh in our humanness, don't we love to place a definition around what has none? So I went in search of an understanding of the extraordinary energies at work, and I uncovered an article written by a visitor that did help in shedding light onto my experience while it also deepened its mystery.

Damanhur is built on "galactic" lines called synchronic lines that connect us to the universe creating an exceptionally powerful vortex. There are apparently only two known places as of now, where four of those lines meet, Lhasa,Tibet and Damanhur, yet I have never felt this connection to Lhasa as I have with Damanhur, so there is much more to it.

This community of a thousand people is built where two intercontinental plates meet, the Eurasian continental plate and the African one and from these forces a very rare 300 million year old mineral called Mylonite was created, characterized by its ability to transport energies of the earth. The Temples of Humankind which are built inside a Mylonite vein, then become as a cosmic antenna through which, at the Solstices and Equinoxes, the doors of space and time are opened rendering time travel no longer a just a possibility but a reality .

And only four days ago we welcomed the Summer Solstice, so did I actually experience time travel? And suddenly the answer comes, I physically experienced the 5th dimension where form is energy and linear time no longer exists, where seeing is feeling, while freed from the frame by frame experience that linearity affords I also remained in 3rd dimensional "reality," and so I marvel at the seeming miraculous of my experience as I became aware of walking in two Worlds at once. And now the realization hits me as I recognize the deepening of my Life experience lately, as I paint the SoulSelf portraits, I have been feeling that I am within the cell's nucleus looking at the concealed Divine within and bringing it through the colors, shapes, form and flow of my sacred art.

And the words heard a few months ago come back: "Have no expectations other than those of the Wondrous kind"

Wonders indeed!!!!

Empowered With A Divine Consciousness

On this "10" day the energy that greets me this morning is sweet and powerful. Where did it go in the last week? A difficult week as I dealt with my beautiful Rajah's readiness to leave the body slowly but surely, not a death as I was reminded, but a transformation, nevertheless a painful situation, not without purpose I am certain of that, for nothing is ever an accident and from one loss a gift greater than the loss always arises, so I have found out. So I struggled for days, seemingly unable to remove myself from this very human experience of dealing with the passing away of one so dear and now I can in some way understand how horribly painful it must be for those who await the death of a loved one as the soul lingers on to bring about a completion.

So today, as every morning, my cat on my lap and cup of tea in one hand, the other reached out for my special crystal, the Lemurian citrine lightbrary and the "magic" of who I Am through this body encoded in it spoke to me. I ran my fingers over the futuristic looking graph carved on one of its sides and marveled at the loveliness found in Mother Nature. My eyes fell on a small indentation in the shape of an upside down triangle, a key for me to unlock.  "I Am empowered with a divine consciousness" I uttered the words, unexpected, their truth undeniable as I felt it surge through me with the sweetness and power of a beauty indescribable but only fully understood by the heart. Is this the gift given to me for the ending of my Rajah's physical life?

He came to me 9 years ago, a horribly matted skinny cat, covered in fleas, he obviously had not eaten a good meal in a long time as he fought for survival in a world often blind to the pain of animals. At first I hesitated to take him in, living in a small space, I already had three other cats, all indoors as one of them was a full bred persian. Still he lingered on my front porch, then on the morning of the second day, my youngest daughter heard his name: Rajah, and that he was here for a special reason, chills ran over me as I connected with the Truth of her statement. Feeling a very deep connection with him, I asked to be shown who he was under the disguise of his form and I immediately saw a Feline Being, a tall humanoid form with catlike features, a crown of Light on his head and a necklace of light was around his neck. He glowed with a soft golden white light, and a thin filament of light connected him to this cat's body. To say that Rajah was a very unusual cat is an understatement as a vortex would open up inside one of his eyes at times. Friends often made the comment that He was "me" and I knew the truth of this. Yes, I have known for a long time that he has been the mirror of my own divine masculine, the companion I brought into being to be by my side as I slept, as I rested, as I sat, bringing me such comfort with his oh so amazingly loving presence, and the sound of the deep rumbling of his loud purr I often called the most beautiful purr in the world! So, not your usual cat by any means, a magnificent light being who came to be my reflection for as long as I needed it outside of myself.

And with these last words I now clearly see his purpose and why he is done with what he came to do, to be, and the human part of me is filled with profound gratitude at the gift of Love as I have reactivated another remembrance, the Knowing that I Am empowered with a divine consciousness.

The Collapse Of The Structures

It has been a while since I felt to write to express what is within and today's energy of new beginning compels me to go on an exploration.

Last night I went to listen to a respected astrologer, the presentation tuned out to be more a sermon than anything else and only served to re awake my frustration at this person's lack of understanding of the energies at work. The statement was made that we are divine beings having a human experience, yet as I remember my anointing, I know I Am a human being having a God experience.

There was talk about 2012 and the collapsing of the structures, and much stress was placed upon the effects on humankind and the letting go of those that no longer serve. And again I shake my head at the seeming blindness of those who call themselves spiritual people, blind to their beliefs placing emphasis on separation, and I question why it is that those who have obsolete teachings are the ones people flock to! Why are people so resistant to let go of their dis-empowerment? One can claim that uncommon ideas are rejected simply because they are that, but, in Truth, ultimately it all comes down to the beautiful words written by Maryanne Williamson: "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure, it our light, not our darkness that most frightens us."

There are spiritual beliefs, structures, that are becoming redundant in the New Earth energy. Beliefs shall no longer be as we shall be coming from a deep INNER KNOWING. The so called Age of Aquarius with its key words "I KNOW" is almost upon us, and I have come wired for this, functioning in this energy for a long time already, and lately this profound remembrance has been activated to a new level that has me finding it increasingly difficult to listen to those who still preach the old ways, and I wonder if this frustration is simply a sign that it is time for me to come out of the shadow and share my knowing?

I am a messenger human and like all, the message I carry is in my DNA and mine IS active. As stated in my very first blog, I have no need for titles, I hold no diplomas and I have never had the need to study under a guru or teacher, spiritual books hold no appeal for me and it has been many years since I last needed confirmation of what I knew was already within, and a few months ago I uncovered the reason, like an amnesiac who suddenly regains his or her memory, I suddenly saw all the pieces of my puzzle take form and I realized that there never was a moment when I did not know my godhood, that I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN MY DIVINITY. 

Through my artwork and its information I have been a messenger for 11 years now, and as I read again the many pages of information I have written with each SoulSelf portrait, I find very little of it obsolete, if anything I am amazed at all the knowing that I have accessed way ahead of its time. In total honesty, often these days I find myself tired of repeating the same message over and over again, in different terms, but nevertheless the same. Yet much previously hidden information is also being revealed as I look from the perspective of the All Seeing Eye above the pyramid, and the concepts, oh so familiar to me, are quite revolutionary to those who have looked and still see the pyramid as what must be achieved and look to others who have letters after their names for knowledge. The Knowledge I access is within and is not of the learned kind but just IS....Oh yes, a true collapse of structures, structures that have been built on the shaky foundation of false beliefs,  the UN KNOWING.

Dance Partners Of Another Kind

A rainy and cool day again, it is windy and it reminds me that the winds of change are upon us. Today is an 8, and I wonder what form the Infinite and Abundance are about to take for me.

I can feel another level of letting go and there is a sadness involved with it, what is it about, I do not know yet. Is it about a releasing of old friends again? Non physical Ones who have walked by my side for a long long time it seems, it feels, dear trusted friends of old who have been by my side not "guiding" as much as energetically supporting my energy, giving me of their Heart, while I reclaimed the fullness of mine. Ones who have danced with me as I walk this earth, dance partners of another kind, the invisible sort but oh so powerful and supportive. Ones whose vibration matched mine in so many ways that it was but impossible to distinguish a separation between us and now they are "saying goodbye" in a sense, yet it is not a goodbye as in truth they are but aspects of myself that I had not reconnected with yet, appearing to stand separate, outside of myself, but mirrors of my own Self. So now it is time for me to accept the Gift of my own Heart fully reclaimed and allow them to move on, becoming part of the Whole again, therefore becoming part of my Self again.