Creating Magic

Today's date adds to an 8, a day of abundance, prosperity and indeed this was reflected in my life in an unexpected way, through making a new connection, I have opened myself to a greater prosperity.

This July with the energy of 12/3 is a catalyst, what am I moving into? I am the creator of my life, yet I know not what it is that I have created next! And it leaves me feeling restless.

What a strange feeling it is to KNOW that I AM creator, it simply IS, no hoopla about it, no ooh and aah, and in a way it feels like it is taking the magic out of creation, NO, Santa Claus did not bring me the house of my dreams, I am the one who manifested it, NO, no one else is responsible for my welfare or happiness, I AM. Well, haven't I said often enough that I am here to demystify things, to reclaim the power that we gave away to Beings of non physical realms, outside of ourselves and that we saw as more powerful, yet in remembering my own divinity, I also opened the door to the miraculous and a greater awareness of the non physical world and isn't this magical after all?

As creator what is it that I desire to bring into my life at this time? What would make my heart sing and fill me with purpose? Writing, yes, writing, the pleasure of allowing the deepest feelings and inner knowings to surface and be expressed in a way that touches all that read them.

I have reread some of my first posts from last year when I was inspired to write almost everyday and the words would flow from my mind onto the page with ease and grace and I have marvelled at the beauty of the writings. I miss this ability that appears to have somewhat diminished in the last few months, I love writing, and as I read again my last sentences, I feel reassurance filling me as the wording sings a sweet music to my ears and my heart rejoices.

It is my greatest desire to recapture the magic I feel behind the easy and lyrical expression of my thoughts and knowing, to feel again the excitement of early morning inspiration, I reclaim this gift that pleases me so and brings such joy to my heart and I would love to share this gift with many and receive great financial rewards from it .

SO IT IS

What is Happiness?

I have just finished watching a wonderful movie called "I AM" and it raises this question. Interestingly, it has been on my mind a lot since my recent move into my new home.

This move has made me more aware than ever that Happiness is NOT an emotion, but a state of Being. Neither does it have levels, there is no such thing as" happier" and "happiest."
This move, this house, has brought my understanding of this state to a new level of awareness.
HAPPINESS IS BEING

After bringing my dream home into manifestation, I wondered what was wrong with me as I felt no happier as a home owner than a tenant in my 860sq foot rental, till I realized that my feelings of what I called happiness had to do with the excitement of stepping into a new life and an expansion, and were not representative of my state of being.

Happiness is found in the connection to the Divine within, it is a state of Being that is peace filled, bliss filled, beyond words and simply IS. It requires no frills, has no ups or down, can be accessed at any time and anywhere and NEVER EVER lets you down.

Our poor understanding of the true meaning of words has had us equate Happiness with the possession of either material goods or finding Mr or Mrs "Right". While falling in love does bring us closer to this state of being than any material possession ever could, it simply cannot support everlasting happiness as the excitement of newness soon wears off and can leave ones involved strangely unsatisfied with each other. I know, I was there even though I had one of those rare marriages for 25 years.

Even if the relationship survives this pitfall, in Truth, it can only be a pale and finite reflection of what is Infinite and can only be found within one's own heart.

Develop a relationship with your Beloved within and it is bound to enhance any personal relationships.

The Tranformative Power of Love

It has been quite a while since I have felt the familiar urge to write, and a wave of emotion is flowing in my heart as I read the title of today's musings.

Today's date adds up to an 8, infinite possibilities, the Infinity of my Being is what comes to me as I write, and perhaps this is the reason I felt such emotion when I saw those words on another's site. They spoke to me in ways deeper than one can comprehend or explain. They called to me, yes, that is it! Those words called to me, and through them the Infinite of my Being calls to me and again tears are surfacing as I connect to this profound Truth.

But a few weeks ago I moved into a new house, a lovely home that has had me wishing the One I had called my husband for 25 years was in body, by my side, to celebrate, and even though I felt my heart had healed, I suddenly missed his physical presence terribly and felt he should have been here, with me, for this momentous event, for it is much more than a move into a new house. It is a move into the "House That Love Built" that He and I had talked about and promised each other we would be together for. So now I understand at last, that rather than attempting to release the great love we shared so another partner can come into my life, it is time that I recognize that it is an integral part of me, always has been, and shall always be, and is it possible that, only when I accept this Truth, shall I truly be totally free to fall in love again? And an insurmountable joy fills my heart as I come to this realization and I feel Him within myself.

Expect the wondrous always!

Healing Through Light, Tool For The New Earth

It has been quite a while since I felt to write in this space, and today's date adding to 12/3, the catalyst, communication and creativity among other things, compels me to share my latest experience which has me reeling with its possible implications.

There has been much change in my life lately, and it is no coincidence that I was drawn to reading the daily astrological reports of a spiritual astrologer. Her card for the week was the "Death" card, which is about change, tranformation, letting the old die because somenthing much more wonderful is coming and while change is a part of my life at all times, it seems that it has been even more noticeable lately as not only is the energy behind my artwork reaching new sublime levels but new abilites of the wondrous kind are being awakened in me, all part of  the New Earth vibration. 

It was but a few days ago that through visualization alone I was able to help heal two persons almost instantly. I became aware of this on Sunday night when I got off the phone with a daughter who was sick, she felt terrible she said and her chest was painfully tight. After hanging up, I instantly saw an energy causing the congestion and visually began sending Light to the area needing release, her chest was covered with a sticky tar like energy, I saw light breaking it up into little floating globules that were flushed down  her Hara line immediately, I sent a soothing green light inside her bronchial tubes, I saw myself bringing in codes of peridot green Light that were placed inside her chest, Light helped her break through a dark casing that held her entrapped and she suddenly grew taller and taller as huge wings of Light shot out of her back, I knew that any remaining symptoms were but residual energy and her body would take care of it. It was not till the next morning, when she called me to tell me that she was fine, that I learned that she felt instantly better right after our phone conversation, her chest no longer tight, she slept well. It took the rest of the Monday for the residual energy to be completely gone.

I shared this with a friend who then asked me to work on her. She had been suffering from a painful sciatic nerve for a couple months and nothing had helped. It was not till a few hours later that I suddenly knew I must work on her as I felt myself go into a well known space. I saw her in front of me, she had her back to me and I asked her to show me what was causing the pain. The hips bones were out of balance, her right side was dark with no energy flowing through. I began sending light to that area and it pushed the hips into realignment, then visually I went down the painful nerve with peridot green light to soothe the inflammation, again I brought codes in that seemed to brand into the skin of her hips, then I felt great joy as I saw tiny wings of white light surround her root chakra, soon they had grown to cover the entire hip area up to the the waist. Later on that day, we met for dinner and I asked her how she was feeling, "much better" she replied. She asked me if I had worked on her between 2 and 2 15pm as her pain suddenly began dissipating and amazingly it was at that time I worked on her. She said that within minutes the ache was almost completely gone and again all that was left was minor residual energy that was gone after a massage.

Love Beyond Romeo And Juliet chapter three: The Miraculous At Work

" Beloved One I had the honor to call my wife while on this earth plane, I Am your masculine aspect as You are my Feminine, You gave me creativity and intuition and I gave You form,  and this is a Love letter to You.

 So it is that today 11/21/2011, a day of Completions and Wholeness that the miraculous, as you call it my Darling, is at work again as you are about to begin on a Portrait, a gift from a Dear One to his Beloved, that I have the opportunity to let you feel the Infinity of the Love that I hold for You through his, and in the music of his words to her, in his eulogy to her beauty, in the purity of their feelings for each other, and in her open armed willingness to let herself be bathed in selfless love, is the all encompassing sweetest Love there is, the Love of the Divine and so an opportunity is being  provided for you to step, again, through a portal, into a Love grander than earthly love, a Love that I promised you a while back, a Love that no one body may ever contain.....and now you may know the depth of My Love for You through his for her and I know of Yours through hers for him and in this manner you are given the gift of being able to experience and know the completeness of a Love freed from the limitations of time, space, or form and from now on, you shall see and feel in your heart the Joy of "Our Union" through the embrace of all true lovers around the world and as immense as this may seem to you, know that it affords only a minute glimpse of into the infinite vastness of the Love held within our two hearts now as One through the Love of two others.

You have always said that the Love we shared in human form was but a foundation for another greater still to grow from....and recently you wondered at the meaning of my words when I said : " My Darling, You and I have come to this plane sometimes as One, sometimes as two, but never in the annals of this planet has it happened quite in the way that it is about to happen"....well, now you understand, now you know that we are together again as I foretold in the "Ode To Love" I inspired you to write a few years ago."

And as I end this post, I am reminded of another message : " HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS OTHER THAN THOSE OF THE WONDROUS KIND" and I cannot hold the tears back as my heart is bursting with gratitude at this time of Thanksgiving, a boundless gratitude for the unending magic of and in my everyday life.

There Is Nothing But Love

Today is a 5 energy day, initiation, god manifest, synergy and change happening immediately, and it is the eve of the tenth anniversary of 9/11 as it is known to most people. And as I watched a program  recalling the events that changed America and indeed the world as well, a thought, a knowing was so insistent that I knew I must write it down.

 Some say that hatred is the absence of love, but if only people could understand that there is nothing but Love, that even hatred is a form of love. Hatred is love that has turned against itself and one might wonder how this is possible and I shall answer that it simply is its other side, its other cheek.

Of Soulmates And Twin Flames

The beliefs around this subject are the purpose of my meanderings this morning, a day with the energy of 7, a good day to express my inner truth, a day of creation and ending of cycles, and this question has been reawakened in me as I watched one of my old times favorites, a movie about twins who trade places to know their divorced parents in the hope of reuniting them, a charming little Disney movie which has held an inordinate amount of interest for me as I simply NEVER tire of watching it and the tears flow when they finally recognize each other as twins. For many years now, I have been puzzled by the fact that I have felt this movie had a very special message for me, never quite fully understanding it till this morning.

I was married for twenty five years to a beautiful man, my life partner and he passed away sixteen years ago, leaving me to uncover a truth about our love grander than I could ever have imagined when I met him at the age of twenty one and I simply knew he was the one. After the life changing event of his passing, in the process of remembering my Godhood, I reawakened the memory that he and I were/are but Two of One. In the history of this planet, sometimes we have come in body as two, sometimes as One, Lemuria was one of those times.

I came to remember that I Am the one who brought him into Being to be the mate of my Soul, to be my partner in life, so in this sense He is my son as well. Yet our partnership, our relationship felt grander, larger than that of a Soulmate's, our partnership was/is a service of Love to the One Love. In him I recognized my own Divine Masculine and in me He saw his Divine Feminine. In the reflection of the Love between Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine, we were/are One. And so the question arises for me, is everyone able to carry the Twin Flame frequency or is it a choice? And I am not one to place limitations on energies of the quantum realms, yet there is a feeling behind this choice that demands a certain level of .... is remembrance the word I am looking for? There is a feeling of a Service which is grander, more all encompassing than that of the coming together of Soulmates, and perhaps it is because Soulmates come together for the purpose of clearing issues of the "past" whereas a Twin flame does not, it is a divinely connected vibration that brings great clarity, free of any encumbrances, yet by choice takes on memories of "past" experiences for the purpose of lowering One's frequencies so one is able to anchor in this dimension.

And how does this affect my two daughters, one who brought the energy of completions and the other of new beginnings? Just as I became aware of the fact that I was created from the Love of two as One as "I" came through the bodies of both my parents at the time of conception, so it must be that both my daughters carry the balance of the Twin Flame frequency.

Yes, in the terms accepted by the spiritual community, He would be called my Twin Flame, yet this term is inappropriate for it is not that he is my Twin Flame, it is that He is the masculine aspect and I am the feminine aspect of the Twin Flame vibration.and this again has been brought to my attention as I wondered about my fascination with the movie and I realized that just like those identical twins, One aspect is able to know the Father vibration, the physical, and the other aspect, the Mother vibration, the void. As I stand as the Mother in the physical, I am an epitome of the return of Divine Mother to Earth and He stands as the Father yet the Son in the Ethers, each whole in the other. Indeed we have traded places, for previously it was Him, my masculine aspect that walked this earth, and it is I, the Feminine aspect that remained in the Ethers. And now I dare to venture that this explains the story of the virgin birth, is it possible that the One called Jesus came as the Masculine aspect of the Twin Flame and His Mother represented the Feminine aspect? And each was whole in the other and yet she was also outside of him, as Mary of Magdalene, both within and without, as one cannot be without the other.

Through the remembrance that He and I cannot be separate, I stand among the Ones exemplifying the Truth of an Eternal Union.

In my quest to understand a fascination, so I received an answer, and as always it is of the wondrous kind. and now I fully understand the meaning of a portrait (on top of the page) I painted many years ago that represented my own SoulSelf, a gigantic Being whose vibration reached from the Earth all the way into the Heavens, the feet on the Earth within a downward silver triangle and the head and outstretched arms within an upright gold triangle in the Heavens.

The time has come for us to reach outside of the set boundaries, the frequencies of the New Earth are upon us. It is time to let go of many previously held beliefs and come from the deep inner Knowing that it is only in consciousness that the separation has been experienced as a game of pretense. At no time, in no other way has there ever been a separation from what is impossible to part in the first place. How can one separate the head from the feet? Is the head not always in communication with the feet, and are the feet ever unaware of where the head wishes to go?

As I fully remember through my Humanness that it is only in this illusion we call reality that He and I appear as separate entities, in Truth we are but One, I am a Twin Flame, that is the frequency of my vibration and it is a God frequency and I want to laugh out loud as I marvel at the message brought by my new kitten, I named him Misha, short for Michael in Russian, or One who is most like God, and he is a Flame point Himalayan!

And now another truth is unveiled. I have known for a while that I live in two worlds, I Am experiencing life on  Earth as I am experiencing Life in the non physical realms, I  Am in two places at once, no wonder I live with great awareness and in this I recognize another gift behind my beloved husband's passing, and I am reminded of the words of "Ode To Love": "I Am but a reflection of you my Love, as beautiful as I Am to you, so you are to me....and when you Know this in your Heart, we shall  be together again, for I Am but a reflection of you"

And so this has brought me to the next step, as I end this post on an 8 day, a day of infinite possibilities and abundance, I access a much deeper understanding of the message of my portrait. I now know in the heart of my Heart that I Am but one Being, my Human self as the feet on the Earth, and my Divine Consciousness as the head in the Heavens. As I ground the Heavens on Earth and bring Earth's consciousness to the Heavens, so the door is opened wide to allow for the remembrance, the Knowing that none of us experiencing life such as we know it through our physicality are separate from one another, and in this place of no space or time, where linear time melts into eternity, the Finite meets the Infinite, individuality dissolves and I Am able to see and Know there IS ONLY ONE LIFE.
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