Many times we create these sorts of situations that have us wonder 'why me?" just so we will know how much we are loved, and yet it is not so much the love of our family and friends we are longing for in these human bodies, as it is that through their earthly love, we are able to catch a glimpse of our Creator's Love for us, and till now, little did we realize that in that glimpse is the Whole.
Moments of utter despair are gifts in disguise as we are given the opportunity to rise above them. When we are facing our deepest fears is when we can look into the Face of our Maker and experience our greatest moments of sublimation, and the physical death needs not be part of it, only the facing of our mortality, as in that facing, FEAR is revealed, in doing so, it is exposed to the Light of our Being.
Curse not the disease and the fear of it, Dearest One, but bless it for you are freeing your self.
Of service to the Divine within and the Human without
I AM the Consciousness of Oneness
I AM Marie-Cecile, its messenger
I AM but a reflection of YOU