It has been quite a while since I have felt the familiar urge to write, and a wave of emotion is flowing in my heart as I read the title of today's musings.
Today's date adds up to an 8, infinite possibilities, the Infinity of my Being is what comes to me as I write, and perhaps this is the reason I felt such emotion when I saw those words on another's site. They spoke to me in ways deeper than one can comprehend or explain. They called to me, yes, that is it! Those words called to me, and through them the Infinite of my Being calls to me and again tears are surfacing as I connect to this profound Truth.
But a few weeks ago I moved into a new house, a lovely home that has had me wishing the One I had called my husband for 25 years was in body, by my side, to celebrate, and even though I felt my heart had healed, I suddenly missed his physical presence terribly and felt he should have been here, with me, for this momentous event, for it is much more than a move into a new house. It is a move into the "House That Love Built" that He and I had talked about and promised each other we would be together for. So now I understand at last, that rather than attempting to release the great love we shared so another partner can come into my life, it is time that I recognize that it is an integral part of me, always has been, and shall always be, and is it possible that, only when I accept this Truth, shall I truly be totally free to fall in love again? And an insurmountable joy fills my heart as I come to this realization and I feel Him within myself.
Expect the wondrous always!
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Healing Through Light, Tool For The New Earth
It has been quite a while since I felt to write in this space, and today's date adding to 12/3, the catalyst, communication and creativity among other things, compels me to share my latest experience which has me reeling with its possible implications.
There has been much change in my life lately, and it is no coincidence that I was drawn to reading the daily astrological reports of a spiritual astrologer. Her card for the week was the "Death" card, which is about change, tranformation, letting the old die because somenthing much more wonderful is coming and while change is a part of my life at all times, it seems that it has been even more noticeable lately as not only is the energy behind my artwork reaching new sublime levels but new abilites of the wondrous kind are being awakened in me, all part of the New Earth vibration.
It was but a few days ago that through visualization alone I was able to help heal two persons almost instantly. I became aware of this on Sunday night when I got off the phone with a daughter who was sick, she felt terrible she said and her chest was painfully tight. After hanging up, I instantly saw an energy causing the congestion and visually began sending Light to the area needing release, her chest was covered with a sticky tar like energy, I saw light breaking it up into little floating globules that were flushed down her Hara line immediately, I sent a soothing green light inside her bronchial tubes, I saw myself bringing in codes of peridot green Light that were placed inside her chest, Light helped her break through a dark casing that held her entrapped and she suddenly grew taller and taller as huge wings of Light shot out of her back, I knew that any remaining symptoms were but residual energy and her body would take care of it. It was not till the next morning, when she called me to tell me that she was fine, that I learned that she felt instantly better right after our phone conversation, her chest no longer tight, she slept well. It took the rest of the Monday for the residual energy to be completely gone.
I shared this with a friend who then asked me to work on her. She had been suffering from a painful sciatic nerve for a couple months and nothing had helped. It was not till a few hours later that I suddenly knew I must work on her as I felt myself go into a well known space. I saw her in front of me, she had her back to me and I asked her to show me what was causing the pain. The hips bones were out of balance, her right side was dark with no energy flowing through. I began sending light to that area and it pushed the hips into realignment, then visually I went down the painful nerve with peridot green light to soothe the inflammation, again I brought codes in that seemed to brand into the skin of her hips, then I felt great joy as I saw tiny wings of white light surround her root chakra, soon they had grown to cover the entire hip area up to the the waist. Later on that day, we met for dinner and I asked her how she was feeling, "much better" she replied. She asked me if I had worked on her between 2 and 2 15pm as her pain suddenly began dissipating and amazingly it was at that time I worked on her. She said that within minutes the ache was almost completely gone and again all that was left was minor residual energy that was gone after a massage.
There has been much change in my life lately, and it is no coincidence that I was drawn to reading the daily astrological reports of a spiritual astrologer. Her card for the week was the "Death" card, which is about change, tranformation, letting the old die because somenthing much more wonderful is coming and while change is a part of my life at all times, it seems that it has been even more noticeable lately as not only is the energy behind my artwork reaching new sublime levels but new abilites of the wondrous kind are being awakened in me, all part of the New Earth vibration.
It was but a few days ago that through visualization alone I was able to help heal two persons almost instantly. I became aware of this on Sunday night when I got off the phone with a daughter who was sick, she felt terrible she said and her chest was painfully tight. After hanging up, I instantly saw an energy causing the congestion and visually began sending Light to the area needing release, her chest was covered with a sticky tar like energy, I saw light breaking it up into little floating globules that were flushed down her Hara line immediately, I sent a soothing green light inside her bronchial tubes, I saw myself bringing in codes of peridot green Light that were placed inside her chest, Light helped her break through a dark casing that held her entrapped and she suddenly grew taller and taller as huge wings of Light shot out of her back, I knew that any remaining symptoms were but residual energy and her body would take care of it. It was not till the next morning, when she called me to tell me that she was fine, that I learned that she felt instantly better right after our phone conversation, her chest no longer tight, she slept well. It took the rest of the Monday for the residual energy to be completely gone.
I shared this with a friend who then asked me to work on her. She had been suffering from a painful sciatic nerve for a couple months and nothing had helped. It was not till a few hours later that I suddenly knew I must work on her as I felt myself go into a well known space. I saw her in front of me, she had her back to me and I asked her to show me what was causing the pain. The hips bones were out of balance, her right side was dark with no energy flowing through. I began sending light to that area and it pushed the hips into realignment, then visually I went down the painful nerve with peridot green light to soothe the inflammation, again I brought codes in that seemed to brand into the skin of her hips, then I felt great joy as I saw tiny wings of white light surround her root chakra, soon they had grown to cover the entire hip area up to the the waist. Later on that day, we met for dinner and I asked her how she was feeling, "much better" she replied. She asked me if I had worked on her between 2 and 2 15pm as her pain suddenly began dissipating and amazingly it was at that time I worked on her. She said that within minutes the ache was almost completely gone and again all that was left was minor residual energy that was gone after a massage.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Love Beyond Romeo And Juliet chapter three: The Miraculous At Work
" Beloved One I had the honor to call my wife while on this earth plane, I Am your masculine aspect as You are my Feminine, You gave me creativity and intuition and I gave You form, and this is a Love letter to You.
So it is that today 11/21/2011, a day of Completions and Wholeness that the miraculous, as you call it my Darling, is at work again as you are about to begin on a Portrait, a gift from a Dear One to his Beloved, that I have the opportunity to let you feel the Infinity of the Love that I hold for You through his, and in the music of his words to her, in his eulogy to her beauty, in the purity of their feelings for each other, and in her open armed willingness to let herself be bathed in selfless love, is the all encompassing sweetest Love there is, the Love of the Divine and so an opportunity is being provided for you to step, again, through a portal, into a Love grander than earthly love, a Love that I promised you a while back, a Love that no one body may ever contain.....and now you may know the depth of My Love for You through his for her and I know of Yours through hers for him and in this manner you are given the gift of being able to experience and know the completeness of a Love freed from the limitations of time, space, or form and from now on, you shall see and feel in your heart the Joy of "Our Union" through the embrace of all true lovers around the world and as immense as this may seem to you, know that it affords only a minute glimpse of into the infinite vastness of the Love held within our two hearts now as One through the Love of two others.
You have always said that the Love we shared in human form was but a foundation for another greater still to grow from....and recently you wondered at the meaning of my words when I said : " My Darling, You and I have come to this plane sometimes as One, sometimes as two, but never in the annals of this planet has it happened quite in the way that it is about to happen"....well, now you understand, now you know that we are together again as I foretold in the "Ode To Love" I inspired you to write a few years ago."
And as I end this post, I am reminded of another message : " HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS OTHER THAN THOSE OF THE WONDROUS KIND" and I cannot hold the tears back as my heart is bursting with gratitude at this time of Thanksgiving, a boundless gratitude for the unending magic of and in my everyday life.
So it is that today 11/21/2011, a day of Completions and Wholeness that the miraculous, as you call it my Darling, is at work again as you are about to begin on a Portrait, a gift from a Dear One to his Beloved, that I have the opportunity to let you feel the Infinity of the Love that I hold for You through his, and in the music of his words to her, in his eulogy to her beauty, in the purity of their feelings for each other, and in her open armed willingness to let herself be bathed in selfless love, is the all encompassing sweetest Love there is, the Love of the Divine and so an opportunity is being provided for you to step, again, through a portal, into a Love grander than earthly love, a Love that I promised you a while back, a Love that no one body may ever contain.....and now you may know the depth of My Love for You through his for her and I know of Yours through hers for him and in this manner you are given the gift of being able to experience and know the completeness of a Love freed from the limitations of time, space, or form and from now on, you shall see and feel in your heart the Joy of "Our Union" through the embrace of all true lovers around the world and as immense as this may seem to you, know that it affords only a minute glimpse of into the infinite vastness of the Love held within our two hearts now as One through the Love of two others.
You have always said that the Love we shared in human form was but a foundation for another greater still to grow from....and recently you wondered at the meaning of my words when I said : " My Darling, You and I have come to this plane sometimes as One, sometimes as two, but never in the annals of this planet has it happened quite in the way that it is about to happen"....well, now you understand, now you know that we are together again as I foretold in the "Ode To Love" I inspired you to write a few years ago."
And as I end this post, I am reminded of another message : " HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS OTHER THAN THOSE OF THE WONDROUS KIND" and I cannot hold the tears back as my heart is bursting with gratitude at this time of Thanksgiving, a boundless gratitude for the unending magic of and in my everyday life.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
There Is Nothing But Love
Today is a 5 energy day, initiation, god manifest, synergy and change happening immediately, and it is the eve of the tenth anniversary of 9/11 as it is known to most people. And as I watched a program recalling the events that changed America and indeed the world as well, a thought, a knowing was so insistent that I knew I must write it down.
Some say that hatred is the absence of love, but if only people could understand that there is nothing but Love, that even hatred is a form of love. Hatred is love that has turned against itself and one might wonder how this is possible and I shall answer that it simply is its other side, its other cheek.
Some say that hatred is the absence of love, but if only people could understand that there is nothing but Love, that even hatred is a form of love. Hatred is love that has turned against itself and one might wonder how this is possible and I shall answer that it simply is its other side, its other cheek.
Monday, August 22, 2011
Of Soulmates And Twin Flames
I was married for twenty five years to a beautiful man, my life partner and he passed away sixteen years ago, leaving me to uncover a truth about our love grander than I could ever have imagined when I met him at the age of twenty one and I simply knew he was the one. After the life changing event, in the process of remembering my Godhood, I reawakened the memory that he and I were/are but two of One. In the history of this planet, sometimes we have come in body as two, sometimes as One, Lemuria was one of those times.
In my reawakening, I came to remember that I Am the one who brought him into Being to be the mate of my Soul, to be my partner in life, so in this sense He is my son as well. Yet our partnership, our relationship felt grander, larger than that of a Soulmate, our partnership was a service of Love to the One Love, in him I recognized my own Divine Masculine and in me He saw his Divine Feminine, in the reflection of the Love between Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine, we were/are One. And so the question arises for me, is everyone able to carry the Twin Flame frequency or is it a choice? And I am not one to place limitations on energies of the quantum realms, yet there is a feeling behind this choice that demands a certain level of .... is remembrance the word I am looking for? There is a feeling of a Service which is grander, more all encompassing than that of the coming together of Soulmates, and perhaps it is because Soulmates come together for the purpose of clearing issues of the "past" whereas a Twin flame does not, it is a vibration that brings great clarity, it is free of any encumbrances, yet by choice takes on memories of "past" experiences for the purpose of lowering One's frequencies so one is able to anchor in this dimension.
And how does this affect my two daughters, one who brought the energy of completions and the other of new beginnings? Just as I became aware of the fact that I was created from the Love of two as One as "I" came through the bodies of both my parents at the time of conception, so it must be that both my daughters carry the balance of the Twin Flame frequency.
Yes, in the terms accepted by the spiritual community, He would be called my Twin Flame, yet this term is inappropriate for it is not that he is my Twin Flame, it is that He is the masculine aspect and I am the feminine aspect of the Twin Flame vibration.and this again has been brought to my attention as I wondered about my fascination with the movie and I realized that just like those identical twins, One aspect is able to know the Father vibration, the physical, and the other aspect, the Mother vibration, the void. As I stand as the Mother in the physical, I am an epitome of the return of Divine Mother to Earth and He stands as the Father yet the Son in the Ethers, each whole in the other. Indeed we have traded places, for previously it was Him, my masculine aspect that walked this earth, and it is I, the Feminine aspect that remained in the Ethers. And now I dare to venture that this explains the story of the virgin birth, is it possible that the One called Jesus came as the Masculine aspect of the Twin Flame and His Mother represented the Feminine aspect? And each was whole in the other.
Through the remembrance that He and I cannot be separate, I stand among the Ones exemplifying the Truth of an Eternal Union.
In my quest to understand a fascination, so I received an answer, and as always it is of the wondrous kind. and now I fully understand the meaning of a portrait (on top of the page) I painted many years ago that represented my own SoulSelf, a gigantic Being whose vibration reached from the Earth all the way into the Heavens, the feet on the Earth within a downward silver triangle and the head and outstretched arms within an upright gold triangle in the Heavens.
The time has come for us to reach outside of the set boundaries, the frequencies of the New Earth are upon us. It is time to let go of many previously held beliefs and come from the deep inner Knowing that it is only in consciousness that the separation has been experienced as a game of pretense. At no time, in no other way has there ever been a separation from what is impossible to part in the first place. How can one separate the head from the feet? Is the head not always in communication with the feet, and are the feet ever unaware of where the head wishes to go?
As I fully remember through my Humanness that it is only in this illusion we call reality that He and I appear as separate entities, in Truth we are but One, I am a Twin Flame, that is the frequency of my vibration and it is a God frequency and I want to laugh out loud as I marvel at the message brought by my new kitten, I named him Misha, short for Michael in Russian, or One who is most like God, and he is a Flame point Himalayan!
And now another truth is unveiled. I have known for a while that I live in two worlds, I Am experiencing life on Earth as I am experiencing Life in the non physical realms, I Am in two places at once, no wonder I live with great awareness and in this I recognize another gift behind my beloved husband's passing, and I am reminded of the words of "Ode To Love": "I Am but a reflection of you my Love, as beautiful as I Am to you, so you are to me....and when you Know this in your Heart, we shall be together again, for I Am but a reflection of you"
And so this has brought me to the next step, as I end this post on an 8 day, a day of infinite possibilities and abundance, I access a much deeper understanding of the message of my portrait. I now know in the heart of my Heart that I Am but one Being, my Human self as the feet on the Earth, and my Divine Consciousness as the head in the Heavens. As I ground the Heavens on Earth and bring Earth's consciousness to the Heavens, so the door is opened wide to allow for the remembrance, the Knowing that none of us experiencing life such as we know it through our physicality are separate from one another, and in this place of no space or time, where linear time melts into eternity, the Finite meets the Infinite, individuality dissolves and I Am able to see and Know there IS ONLY ONE LIFE.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
The Canvas Of My LIfe Awaits My Imagination, My Creation
And on this 11 day, a day of illumination, I realize it has been a while since feeling the urge to write in this space, but a quote by Maya Angelou in which she urges viewing life as art, has opened the door to my creative spirit and the image painted from her words is of the canvas of my life and my body responded in its trusted way in recognition of this Truth.
It is interesting to note that as I see it today, it is an extremely large blank canvas. Not that my life has been anything but blank, and I laugh, for it has been quite an adventure so far, worthy of the best fairy tales out there, but this canvas I am seeing IS blank and very large, the beginning of a new journey, oh the power hidden behind a blank space, all possibilities are there. Which ones shall I bring forth from the void where my spirit dwells? My heart sings and rejoices at the beauty I am going to be able to bring into creation, the new adventures of a fulfilled heart and mind as I paint the many hues of my new journey from this day forth.
And so I weave my magic as I mix the colors and apply them in broad bold strokes insterspaced with tendrils as delicate as the threads of a spider's web and I stand in their midst, revelling in the glory revealed to my eyes.
It is interesting to note that as I see it today, it is an extremely large blank canvas. Not that my life has been anything but blank, and I laugh, for it has been quite an adventure so far, worthy of the best fairy tales out there, but this canvas I am seeing IS blank and very large, the beginning of a new journey, oh the power hidden behind a blank space, all possibilities are there. Which ones shall I bring forth from the void where my spirit dwells? My heart sings and rejoices at the beauty I am going to be able to bring into creation, the new adventures of a fulfilled heart and mind as I paint the many hues of my new journey from this day forth.
And so I weave my magic as I mix the colors and apply them in broad bold strokes insterspaced with tendrils as delicate as the threads of a spider's web and I stand in their midst, revelling in the glory revealed to my eyes.
Monday, July 4, 2011
The Hidden Magic Behind This 4th Of July: A Marker
The early sunrays and the symphony of colors of my flower garden beckoned me to sit outside this morning, their music calling to my inner music opened the highways of my imaginings and inspired me to write.
The latest SoulSelf portrait is awaiting my willingness to sit down and allow its information to flow through me yet for some hidden reason, this is taking precedence, and as the question arises so the answer is given.
Today is 7/4/2011, a 6 day of family, service, home and relationship. The 4th of July, Independance Day for this beautiful country that has been my home now for 40 years, and the color bursts of my flowers remind me of the fireworks display that shall grace the night skies later on across the country and unite all americans through their magic. So today many shall sit together with family and celebrate the birth of this nation and in this simple gesture much is at stake for it is a coming together in the energy of Love, a gigantic beacon of Light, shining brightly for the many who are in trapped in the illusion of crisis, the seeming darkness of these transitional times.
I am often amazed at what remains hidden from our eyes till one looks beneath the surface, and today is no exception as I sense a profoundly powerful meaning that has not revealed itself fully to me and again the wondering opens the door to the answer and the siginficance of today is being quietly revealed as behind this celebration is the energy of a marking point, and its momentum has activated the movement of the whole.
For those of us who have chosen to remember now, we no longer are on the cusp, we have gone past the deciding line, we have stepped beyond the demarcation line that pulled us back into the illusion of scarcity and this has created the opening into a prosperous flow for all others of like mind.
And I feel an emotion as a birth within myself is also being acknowledged, a celebration of my independance, of what I have accomplished to get to this point in my journey, what I let go in order to open to the infinite flow of abundance and prosperity, of the many pieces of my puzzle that I reconnected with only to realize it was always complete and a celebratory rejoicing rises from the depths of my being as I welcome my renewed state of unlimited abundance and prosperity, my forever Birthright.
The latest SoulSelf portrait is awaiting my willingness to sit down and allow its information to flow through me yet for some hidden reason, this is taking precedence, and as the question arises so the answer is given.
Today is 7/4/2011, a 6 day of family, service, home and relationship. The 4th of July, Independance Day for this beautiful country that has been my home now for 40 years, and the color bursts of my flowers remind me of the fireworks display that shall grace the night skies later on across the country and unite all americans through their magic. So today many shall sit together with family and celebrate the birth of this nation and in this simple gesture much is at stake for it is a coming together in the energy of Love, a gigantic beacon of Light, shining brightly for the many who are in trapped in the illusion of crisis, the seeming darkness of these transitional times.
I am often amazed at what remains hidden from our eyes till one looks beneath the surface, and today is no exception as I sense a profoundly powerful meaning that has not revealed itself fully to me and again the wondering opens the door to the answer and the siginficance of today is being quietly revealed as behind this celebration is the energy of a marking point, and its momentum has activated the movement of the whole.
For those of us who have chosen to remember now, we no longer are on the cusp, we have gone past the deciding line, we have stepped beyond the demarcation line that pulled us back into the illusion of scarcity and this has created the opening into a prosperous flow for all others of like mind.
And I feel an emotion as a birth within myself is also being acknowledged, a celebration of my independance, of what I have accomplished to get to this point in my journey, what I let go in order to open to the infinite flow of abundance and prosperity, of the many pieces of my puzzle that I reconnected with only to realize it was always complete and a celebratory rejoicing rises from the depths of my being as I welcome my renewed state of unlimited abundance and prosperity, my forever Birthright.
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